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| It's only been three days since my last post but if feels like so much has happened. Last time I was feelin a little down but I'm fine now. I saw Kelli today at work! She is so beautiful, I love her, just seeing her brightens my day more than anything else ever could. We had a good turn out at chickfila for the spirit night. A ton of people from church showed up. I took my compy to pcparts today. My power supply was what went out I got a really nice one for cheap because they knock the price of the diagnostic fee off the price of the new hardware.  I love their costumer service. They had it fixed an hour and a half after I brought it in. While I was down there I picked up an expansion card for my mother board that lets me run surround sound. I tinkered with a system Josh gave me cause he couldn't get it to work and hey guess what? I GOT IT TO WORK.  It sounds so cool.
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| ... today was a long day. Some jerk popped off at me today at work because he had to wait 6 minutes for his food. IT WASN'T MY FAULT!!!! We were really busy and the kitchen ran out of chicken. haha kitchen chicken... anyway there were like 15 people in front of him and the person cooking told me the chicken wasn't gona be ready for 3 minutes so I wasn't bagging any orders that had sandwiches because the food would just get cold if it sat there for three minutes. He acted like he was the only person in the store and we were all there just for him! ARG!!! all he did by yelling at me was make a scene and cause us to stop what we were doing so he would shut up! One of the managers took care of him. I didn't even turn around because all I could think about was busting him is his fat face. I hate it when people just decide they have it all figured out and bla bla bla bet he would have been surprised if I stuck the mop handle up his nose! wouldn't have figured that out now would you! ... ok so I'm done ranting about that. I'm not really mad about it now but I was a little steamy when it happened. *sigh My Mom has been fussing at me a lot lately not about anything serious just little stuff, but she does it constantly and I'm so weary of it. She is getting to be just as cranky as her mom is. (which by the way is really cranky) I'm trying not to let it bother me cause I don't think she's really mad at me most of the time, but between her and working 50 hours a week with a bunch of snot nose kids and having to deal with disgruntled customers, I'm about ready to shoot myself! On top of all that my computer wont turn on again! I just put a new mother board in the stupid thing! One of the cops at work says I may have shorted it out some how, but I don't think so. I know a little bit about electricity despite what Damon and Phil Jones think. (that's another story we won't go into tonight) Anyway i have to find time to take it to the shop and pay them to tell me why it's not working. I AM TRYING TO SAVE FOR A CAR!!! I smashed my finger this morning while I was unloading truck... it kind of hurts. My mom didn't come to pick me up from work tonight, and I didn't feel like calling her and reminding her to come get me. I feel like if it was important to her she would have been there, she knows what time I get off. I waited for a little while and then I just walked home. I got home around 11 and then I changed and drove to 24 hour fitness and worked out for an hour just to get my mind off stuff. Now I'm just tired and hungry.  | | |
| Today was a long day... We started practice thismorning for the VBS play in which I am participating. The play this year is Ester. The first time we did it at our church was 1998. Before we read over the script we watched a video of the play the first year it was done. I knew who all was in it and everything but watching it made me realize how much things have changed over the years. Some changes have been good... other changes I hate! There are only a handful of the people I knew back then who still go to our church. I miss my friends. I say friends, Josh was the only one I was close to growing up. I never really had many friends as a kid. Probably cause we moved so much. Anyway it's hard not to look at where we were then and where we are now and not be discouraged. I know in my heart God has a plan and he is working in our church, but it is so hard when you don't feel like anything you do matters to anyone. I won't lie my teen years weren't much fun, I can remember feeling so discouraged when people would pat me on the back and tell me with a smile "these are the best years of your life". THE BEST YEARS?!!! bla! I don't know how far I would have gone if not for Kelli and her friendship. She came along when I really needed a friend and I think I can honestly say that if not for her the temptation to quit would have been overwhelming. Sigh... anyway I think the play this year is gona be good, and VBS is always fun. I love the kids. I can't wait till I have a family some day.
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| Today was a long day... but I'm off work now so it's all good. I am going to relax. There is milkshake on my belt.
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| Today started rough I think, but I got to go to Kelli's house after church and now I don't remember why this morning was bad...
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